In a previous post I had said that I was going to attend a small uniting church nearby on that following Sunday. Well I guess I didn't hold myself enough to that promise enough, because I didn't end up going.
I could go on saying it is because life has been a little more than complicated recently, and there's no doubting that, but that shouldn't be a valid reason to not go to a place and spend time in fellowship and worship with others. I guess I am also scared on going to a new church, I'm not sure what the people will be like, I might not find a source of group in which caters to my needs (ie young adults) or I may not become accustomed to the way in which they worship or genuineness of it.
I also could keep raving on about my lack of church community at this moment, but I know that right now, it isn't the main problem I am dealing with right now.
My problem has only just been discovered by me quite recently. I've been going through life for the past few months and hadn't realized what has happened until now. I have lost my friends. By friends, I mean the real kind who are almost always there for me and I am almost always there for them. I get so many of my friends telling me or promising me (which hurts the most) that they will make time to catch up with me. And so it seems to be, that they never hold to those arrangements, whether they were officially created or not. This has happened so often now, that I am actually beginning to think if it's not worth trying to have real friends anymore.
"It seems like just yesterday, we were the same."
(Hawk Nelson - Zero)
1 comment:
I think with finding a church, it often comes down to your personal set of beliefs, and persevering with places. It's not easy. I have lived in Bendigo for 4 years and couldnt find a stable church. Now I'm going to one out of Bendigo.
Best thing to do: ask God.
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