I Heard the Old Man Say We Need the Rain.

Bad news
- I didn't get the job at the Florist.
- I am still unsuccessfully searching for a job.
- There are some people I have had to cut off all communication with.

Good news
- Today I made two purchases of two VERY good cds.
[Ben Folds - Naked Baby Photos] A mix of live, uncut, raw songs. Something to turn up loud and dance my cares away to. Most fav song on the cd is Underground (live at ziggy's, Winston-Salem, NC 8/12/85) "Show me the moshpit".
[Mae - Singularity] Album released recently, last year, a lot heavier than the music from their previous albums... especially Destination: Beautiful. But all up a good cd. My fav song is Crazy 8's "I’ve never ever loved you so hard. But is that reality? We can’t face the battle in the dark."
- I also gave blood today, all went well, although even though I have been to give blood two other times the needle scared me a bit more this time.
-Autumn slowly creeps around the corner. I am looking forward to noticing a change of colour in the trees and watching the leaves fall, twirling and spinning around like a feather.

So it seems I have a some things of positive and negative happening in my life right now. But I suppose if I get through all this with two feet on the ground, I'll get there.

The date that marks my six months of single-ism is approaching soon. I have some very mixed emotions about it. I feel encouraged that I have made it thus far and have grown to know that being single can be good and boyfriends aren't the most important thing in the world right now. But feeling a bit sad at the same time, to know that I haven't a significant other. People always tell me that it will happen some day, I know it will, but I guess sometimes waiting isn't so much fun as it's cracked up to be.

Here I lie my thoughts and dreams for today.
For tomorrow lies a new day, dawning new hope, new dreams, new inspiration and a new light.