Closure.

I can't believe it's all over. It's just too sudden this ending. But it's for the best. We shared many hugs, love, corkies, tears and smiles today. This is how it's meant to end.
End. It's sinking in that it's realistically the end.
We don't return to Tabor again as a group tomorrow.
We won't all be seeing each other.
The friendships will still be there but we won't be seeing each other everyday. Possibly not even every week, or even every month.
Till we see each other again my friend, I love you and will miss you incredibly.

So long this year. You have taught me well.
If it were not for God, I would not have changed the way I have this year.
You loved me enough that you wanted to change me for the better.
You helped me to blossom.
You planned this all. Before I was even in my mum's womb.
You looked upon me and called me yours.
You made me a quiet girl, but you use me in secret ways I do not even know.
You made me with a purpose, with dreams, with hopes, with desires.

So many regrets, but I know if I had the chance to go back and make things different, then I would not be the way I am now. I would not have the same memories. I would not have the same friendships. I like things the way they are, just like you like me the way I am.

So for now I will have to say goodbye to yesterday.
But I say hello to tomorrow. Because it brings new joy and new peace.
You are with me.