Monday, September 24, 2007

Crying out.

Tonight is just not the same.
My heart just feels somewhat unsatisfied.
I do not feel right.

I could spend a whole 24 hour hours with friends, and not feel full happiness.
There is more to this life. There is more to life than money, more than friends, more than romance, more than music, more than fame.
No matter how much I gain, I can never feel satisfied.
There is something far greater than all of these things.

But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ
.-Phillippians 3:7-8 (NIV)


My life has true meaning because of Christ.

But I cannot help but feel empty. My heart continues to cry out for more of God in my life.
I need more. I long for more.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

That´s how every human being feels like...a hole in the soul that only God can fill it. I´m happy for you girl, for you have found a meaning for your life...Just keep this search and never give up...God bless you!

Anonymous said...

heeeeeeeey its me me me lol :P i have a blog here, not much on it yet, i just read through your recent blogs *hugs* from me, yeah this is random but its cause its late and ive been working hard, chat soon:)